Well, it's been a while since I've been on here. Probably, because I don't have internet right now really but that's because I moved. That's right. I finally moved out of my parents' house and into a house with Shelton...Who also is now my fiance. Yep. I'm also engaged. So needless to say, a lot has happened since the last time I was on here. My little brother turned 5 on June 19th and I bought him his first pair of roller skates :3 and my niece turned 1 this last Friday. Even though I moved out, I miss my family and it's kinda weird living on my own but I've just been taking things day by day. I've been taking a painting class this summer and the last day is tomorrow. I've done so many paintings that it's really inspired me to continue and practice. I have also been encouraged to paint by family friends and the like but I've never had the courage to do anything but since I had to do it in order to get a good grade, I finally think I can do it. At this point, I kinda think everything I paint is junk but I have a lot of ideas and have been splurging at Michael's
Anyways, I miss my friends, like Aimee, Kirby, Jessica, the list is so long that the pictures of them all are spinning in my head like a slot machine lol But I miss them all. Oh! And on top of my engagement, my sister also got engaged 9 days after me (she didn't know about my engagement til after she got engaged) and she asked me to be her Maid of Honor. I have already bought her stuff for her bachelorette party but I still don't know what I'm gunna do yet. I'm nervous letting her do mine... lol Shelton and I haven't really talked about our plans for the wedding or anything and it's hard for me to chose an idea from the millions in my head. Anyways, My dad also started a new job not too long ago and my mom is still working on her GED stuff. I'm proud of them both, and even if they don't agree with all my decisions I still love them like crazy and I will always be their little girl.
Lately, due to the summer semester coming to an end, I'm nervous about the fall. It will be my last semester (hopefully) but I have to try to find an internship. I haven't worked on any graphic design stuff or anything and so it makes me feel...idk what the correct word I'm looking for is but I don't really feel prepared. I really want to do art but graphic design has more money in it. Idk...it makes me nervous. I'm thinking about doing a lot of artworks and going to some event to sell them and seeing how well I do a few times but even then, It's hard to live on that without having a steady income of some sorts. *sigh* It's unsettling for me as well, knowing that the people I had in class are so good and are my competitors. Anyways, I'm also really wanting to try and lose weight. It's so hard to start doing stuff. I downloaded two apps that I thought would help me and now it's just up to me to start trying. I miss having awesome abs and smaller thighs lol I don't think there's anything I can do about my hips getting wider but as long as I shed some pounds I'll be happy. I hate running and if I do run, I have to have someone pushing me to do it. I have skates which I love but my feet already hurt so much from standing up at work all the time. I would like to go bike riding but I don't have a bike
Maybe I can change that in the next few months. No matter what, I had better lose some weight before next year! OH!!! And on top of this painting class, I've finally been inspired enough to continue working on Rilo's painting, you know, the one that's taken me about 6 years to do on a ginormous canvas. Yeah, I've been working on it and I can't wait to finish it. It may take me a while because I really want it to look good and I want to practice my painting skills but I finally have a clear idea in my head and have been adding little by little. I can't wait to tell Rilo, but of course, I'm sure he'll be sarcastic about it and won't care until I've finished it especially after all this time but I can't wait to show him when I'm done! Well, I have to be in class in an hour and got other things to do until then so I guess I will ttyl. Love you all! Thanks for all the faves, watches, comments, and just coming to look at my page. I appreciate it greatly!